Tomorrow is a new day.The fact that you want to kick the devil pils is the biggest step and you have taken it already
The key to success is getting back up when you fall down.
The wealth of compassion and advice that this forum holds is what will get us through this
I have to believe that my hubby and soul mate will recover well
Contemplating any other outcome is too much to bear
Be super proud of yourself for facing up to your little slip and tomorrow start over
I can promise you this(Through my own experience) that your procedure will come and go and you deserve to be in the best possible shape when the date arrives
Take good care and Thankyou for your kind words