Hi.
Is anyone still on here that has been discussing this?
I just stumbled on this tonight and I’d love to be able to talk to someone.
I have being seeing someone for just over 6 months who uses Coke regularly (most days). Before I met him I probably did it once a month, but it’s been getting more and more often, and I’m worried I’m not being clear in my thighs because I enjoy it, and I also don’t donut as often as him.
He has very volatile mood swings and can be quite mean and unpleasant, and I am wondering is it the Coke or is it just him?
I’m also wondering if I have it 1/2 times a week and look forward to it then is it a slippery slope for me?
I think my (very few who know) friends are worried about me.
I’m trying to be sensible and I don’t want to go down a road that I can’t reverse down, but I also don’t feel I’m that bad. Does anyone have any advice, ideally someone who might have been here where I seem to have ended up.
Not that it matters, and no judgment, but I have a professional job, own my own house, and from the outside appear to be totally together and respectable. Anyone?