Hi m82,
Firstly, I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. I can’t imagine what you’re going through, and to have to deal with your daughter’s addiction too.
Is there a family member or a close friend you can confide in?
I think Drugfam and Icarus trust offer counselling services and Adfam homepage too.
My 29yr son has alcohol and cocaine addictions so I have an idea what you’re going through.
He currently 1yr clean thankfully, every day is a battle, but the AA and CA groups are so supportive.
Please look after yourself, read some of the posts on the Theresa thread, all mums with loved ones with addictions (mostly sons)
Take care, look after yourself ❤️
Lx