So sorry that you have to go through this. Have you tried talking to your dad when he is sober? You could tell him exactly how you are feeling and ask him if he will get help as you need a dad and want him to be a grandad to your children one day. Drugs and alcohol ruin the life of so many people. It sounds like you have your head screwed on and will not be following in your dads footsteps so that is something to be thankful for. Hope you are able to talk to him and he may think about your words and take some action.
