Hi Jellybean, welcome to the forum. Thank you for sharing your story and recognising that this addiction is slowly taking over your life.
I wondered if I could direct you to the other blue highlighted heading-
Drugs, alcohol and Mental Health.
There’s a thread saying “Day 18..
By Dadict. Its quite a long thread but it is mostly people like yourself, trying to stop these addictive type drugs- and the group there all support each other
Congratulations on day 3 , that’s brilliant.
I wish you well Jellybean, addiction is a terrible illness. My son has alcohol and cocaine addictions, thankfully over 1 yr clean thanks to sheer willpower, and AA and CA groups.
Lx