Hi James
Hope your doing well and having a great weekend.
Things are not great but I’m trying it’s been a week since he said that he is given up he says he knows what he has to do but I don’t think he had had professional help.
Can I ask if you drink alcohol does it make you want the the drug (cravings) so it’s best never again to drink again.
I’m struggling as we have rowed today as I thought he wanted to spend the day with me instead he got up feeling Ill. I went shopping when I got back I wanted to know how he was I wanted him to open
Upto me. He said he felt attacked that I’m never going to accept what he did and leave it go. He said I’m judging him all the time I make him anxious.
I thought I was being helpful by talking to him trying to understand wanting him to get out for fresh air with me. Yes I admit I don’t trust him it’s hard I honestly don’t think he has given up as I found a small wrap a rolled up note in a bag under his clothes. He told me he got rid of it all last week!!!
I think he wanted to row with me to get me out of the house which worked ive been driving around all afternoon.
Ivd phoned Samaritans to talk as I feel it’s all my fault. I don’t know what to do for the best.
Sorry for rambling on am I wrong for feeling this way when he had said he had given up should I forget about it. I think I need professional help to cope with this can you suggest someone I can talk too?
Thank you
Navy xx