Have faith Janet, he could still turn his life around yet!
That’s why I still post even though my son is in recovery, it’s good to have hope and you’ll get strength from reading other threads.
Everyone is so kind and understanding- they were here for me when I couldn’t talk to anyone else for fear of being judged.
During his sober moments let him know you love him, and you will be ready to support him when he seeks help. Keep yourself busy in the meantime or practice mindfulness.
Stay strong
Lx ❤️