So I got out
I chose peace
I chose my children
And I choose the light at the end of the tunnel
It’s been the worst 6 years of my life but I’m getting there and I’m happy.
So jubilee he tried his last game,
Turned up over and over,
Sometimes being nice and playing the sad card
He turned up with another girl to try and make me jealous
And he turned up trying to tell me I could go out, that I thrives on letting other men see me,
Tried telling me when and where he would be seeing his daughter.
Then on the last day I knew he would cause more upset so I had my phone recording, he tried telling me what I would do and when I said no he stood with a nasty laugh and attempted to tell my girls lies about me, disgusting stuff that no child needs to hear.
So I kicked him out and called the police.
I filled for a non molestation order and I made the decision to be done.
It’s been hard at times because I don’t understand how anyone could be like that but also because I’ve lived in hell for so long and now I’ve had to be strong.
Today I finally got 90% of my belongings back, I have a friend!
And after all these years of only having him I am so happy, my house is happy, my kids are happy and I am looking forward.
Still his mum won’t acknowledge what he’s done but I really don’t care, he is still using, still angry.
Working two jobs yet broke.
He sees our little girl on Saturdays but out of the 4 days he’s missed 2 due to excuses and instead of being understanding and swapping days I’ve actually been strong and said no!
I will not let my baby get swapped about while he takes drugs!, if he can’t step up he will miss out.
I am back in contact with all my family too.
It’s hard, really hard but that day he overstepped the mark was enough, I deserve to be with someone who adores me.
I’m getting back on track after all this time and it feels good xx