Hiya,
So sorry to hear you are a in a similar situation – cocaine really does destroy lives and totally changes a person doesn’t it I honestly can’t believe the difference! Feel like I’m always walking on eggshells never knowing how things are going to be from one day to the next – it’s pretty awful to go through isn’t it the whole situation.
Glad to hear you have your family/friends to talk to about it – it must really help! I am just so embarrassed about it all I don’t think I can reach out unfortunately, but it does make me feel very alone. I am glad I have found this site, but sorry to see so many people going through similar situations 🙁
The behaviour is so erratic isn’t it – the comedowns are just hurrendous! Never know whats going on from one minute to the next.
Yes I know there is always that hope that it will change and the person will return, but as you say it’s false hope and empty promises.
Sorry to hear he hasnt been spending much time with your daughter – must be so difficult.
Everything you have said I can really relate to – thanks so much for responding. I hope you are doing ok, stay strong!