Hi
Thanks for the reply’s it’s helps to know there is others going through the same not that I would wish this on anybody but it’s good have this forum it’s helped me a lot. I’ve read the threads and related to a lot of what other people have said and the situations are exactly the same. It makes me feel less like I’m going insane because that’s how my husband makes me feel sometimes like I’m crazy.
This week Monday and Tuesday was bad because he had done it at the weekend and was on the come down. We argued same old cycle I’m blamed for everything blamed for the reason he is using he did the ok divorcing you I’m leaving thing as usual I tell him fine go it’s his choice but then he’s always saying sorry and saying he doesn’t mean those
Things it’s just that stuff making him say it and changing the way he thinks of me. It’s like then the rest of the week he’s fine the stuff must of left his system a bit he realises what he has done and then is sorry.
He didn’t do it last night. Friday is usually the night he does it because it’s end of the work week that’s what he says. He is trying to stop again but he’s got time of work
In a couple
Of weeks and has already said I’m going to do it just once over my holiday and then that’s it I will stop. It’s draining. It’s difficult
When you love someone so much but hate the person they become from that drug.
Affectedoartner- it’s good that you have told people close to you and you now have a support system
I know that is what we all need I just can’t tell anyone at the moment I feel like I’m protecting him and still waiting for him to change it’s awful.
I hope you and your daughter are ok and you are looking after yourself putting you both first. It’s difficult when children are involved as well I have 2. We need to look after ourselves for the children so we don’t get iLL.
Hope you both have a good weekend
Stay strong