Tracie I’m a recovering cocaine addict. Been clean for 5 1/2 months now, no booze no coke.
In my humble opinion you could well stop coke and just carry on drinking but I bet by the 5th / 10th / 15th time of drinking you’ll be on the blower to get some gear in.
If you retrace the steps back regarding coke, it would’ve started with you just drinking. Eventually you’ll cave.
What’s required is a complete reboot of your mind. Trust me, I’m not saying it’s easy by any stretch of the imagination but my motto very much now is create the life you want to live as opposed to holding onto the one you are imprisoned in.
I was imprisoned in mine for years, get on it at the weekends, comedowns during the week and off we go again. Any event in my diary had coke and booze attached to it and I’d have to make sure that the following few days didn’t have anything too tasking within them.
All depends how badly you want it, write down what your perfect life looks like. Dream, dream big and drugs and drink shouldn’t have anything to do with these big dreams