Hi smile1
I understand everything you say it’s so hard when you love them so much. But this drug is evil and turns them into a person you no longer know. You no longer like and want to leave them fir the hurt and anguish they cause you.
Be strong and do what you need to do. I’m following the advice of Jj11 to write a list of what you want in this relationship and the Pros & cons.
I’m hoping it will give me the insight I need to see if this relationship is worth saving.
Stay strong and take care xx