I honestly dont know how you are all doing this time and time again it fills me with dread. Although i didnt believe for a second it was as easy as ok i give up, reading your storys of 3 4 5 chances and relapses!! My god well done to you all strong gals here amoung us ????????.
I for one cant and wont be doing this again im litrally traumatised knowing the truth.(i suppose you all said the same at my stage). As badly as i pushed for it them answers, it was way worse than i expected to hear. It hurt me way deeper than i ever imagined.
The moral difference alone is just everest to me its discusting im a brutally honest person, who has no time for drugs the scene or anyone/thing like that. We have been hoodwinked and its a terrible realization ????. Their truth litrally whips ours from under us.
Im with my partner 21 years im 39 more than half my life ! and i dont believe a single thing that has happened in that time anymore. I feel like im betraying myself and everything i am keeping him around. But yet hes still here its very hard even when you know you really want to wash your hands of them.
So well done to all you walkers i hope you all catch a break xx and they stayers to lol cant forget abt us