Hi love
I’m okay I’m just plodding on . He told me the other day he hates me wishes I was dead so hurry up and die , I was so upset .
I just feel in limbo I know I should move on but I feel guilty like I’m cheating or something despite him saying we are no longer together.
He still takes cocaine every day it’s pathetic I hate drugs and the way they have consumed my husband changing him into an awful human being
He is still messaging girls and god knows what else I give in . I’m just focusing on me and my boys . He said he’s going back to work in September so hopefully that makes him have a better outset to life.
I’m going to Iceland in November on my own it’s a birthday present I bought him
I really hope you get your happiness and have a nice time away
Sending lots of love xxxx