Pandabear – there is always a way out my friend, first step is to talk to someone, reach out, make that your initial goal!
We all make mistakes, by heck I’ve made plenty. I also couldn’t stand myself and knew my time had come, I needed to change for once and for all. There was a whole life out there waiting for me and I just didn’t know it.
Please, for humanities sake talk. Maybe only a little or a lot, you’ll see the love we all have to offer another in need