Hi fayzey
Sorry to hear your going through this too,
Has he tried to give it up or does he say it but doesn’t actually do it, (just pretends) until you find it again.
I’m just sick and tired of him constantly being unwell, it’s either hay fever, sinus infection, upset stomach, cold, pulled muscles, headache, he can’t be in the same room as me. I feel there is always an excuse.
This is not a marriage it’s existing to wash, cook, iron and clean up. That’s how I feel I’m here as a servant to him. I can’t remember the last time he held me, he tells me he loves me, he is always saying sorry. But this feels like lies like he is telling me because that’s what I want to hear!!
I’m so nervous about going away with him as he feels like a stranger.
Sorry for rambling but it’s nice to talk to someone. To get my feelings out.
Thank you for your support and sharing
Take care and hope things improve for you
Lots of love xxx