Oh purple heart
My heart goes out to you,
Your doing the right thing, you can’t keep going like this not knowing where he is, what he’s doing how long he is going to be. You must have been in turmoil so many times, how have you coped?
It must be awful to see the family home go up for sale, but your doing the right thing for your children.
Do you actually think he will do rehab now that you have put the wheels in motion of moving out and telling him about divorce or do you think he will relapse again as he won’t be able to hack it, as it’s just words.
I think the only reason I’m still here is the thought of holidays and him not being able to get his hands on any and after 3 weeks away he will be able to be clean or am I just kidding myself!
Do I try at least then I know if I come back to him back on it that the drug has won and my bags will be packed as I know I can’t live like this.
I wish you all the best and remember you have done everything possible for him it’s now time to put yourself and your children first. Good luck, stay strong and true to yourself.
Lots of love ???? xx