Hi, I think that I know how you’re feeling although i know from experience there will be many details you chose not to share. I am now into my 4th year of a relationship where my partner was addicted to cocaine (oblivious to me due to not witnessing it before) he has been clean from Cocaine for 6months after 20years but In turn started drinking more. After excessive drinking he becomes verbally abusive and although recognising his problem falls back in to the same trap. I’m not sure what else I can do to help without becoming a nag or a nuisance xx
