Wow,
Thank you so much for your reply! It came in just at the right time as I feel like I’m ready to relapse.
Iv not touched any since I emptied that last bag and I’m determined to keep it that way.
I am attending a CA meeting this evening, it’s keeping my focused as it’s Friday evening and we all know how Fridays go.
Iv had a few coke friends message me asking what my plans are this evening, iv told them I’m busy.
The only real pain I’m suffering with is my body, I’m sleeping too much and my muscles ache so bad it’s making me want to get some just to help with that. But no! I’m keeping strong!
Your words really hit home with me, especially me having no emotion, no real love to feel and im taking it back!
Well done on 6 months clean….fantastic. Hopefully I will be helping others like yourself in 6 months time.
Take care
Gemma xx