Yes you are right… I know the answer but I’m too afraid to do it. Stupid really.
I keep thinking next time… next time.
After telling his mum initially, he asked me not to stress his mum with it all (she’s Portuguese and recently widowed). I have since respected that. But I have asked him to keep it away from me and my son and he’s not respecting this wish of mine. Sat with me all evening last night and had the audacity to question why I’m upset because “I’ve been with you all evening, what’s so bad?”
I know I have to make the decision. It is helpful hearing other people’s stories though… if only to make me accept nothing I say or do will stop this from happening.
I told him I don’t see a happy ending and that’s such a shame, I feel so sad