I know that is exactly how I feel – should I stay or go. We don’t have children between us but have 5 in total from first marriages. I also can’t bear the thought of having to check constantly and really thought we had turned a corner – I had to keep looking at the test strip in case I got it wrong but I hadn’t. We just had our second wedding anniversary and he was very agitated so I suspect he had some then which was 2 weeks ago and recently he has been so stressed at work so maybe this is why he has started using again – who knows. I just don’t know whether to confront him today/tomorrow…..? He has taken to flushing the loo every morning since I was testing him at Christmas and every one was coming back positive but this morning he must have forgotten – I really thought it would be negative and am so shocked that it was positive x
