Hi Bella pop I have been going through the same
In fact our lives sound very similar
Although 4 weeks ago I found my husband in a flat he
Should not have been in and he owes money too
That day I had enough and put him out and now he is at his mothers and our 3 children don’t want to see him
All I want him to do is say he will get clean and I would help him all I can but so far he hasn’t and does the same as your husband blames it all on me
I really feel for you it is a worry choosing to separate isn’t it
As you don’t know if your hubby will get worse or not
It’s like living with a Jekyll and Hyde
Please keep in touch
Just now I am devastated and miss my husband terribly despite how he was behaving
It’s only the last couple of years since his father died he changed and especially the last year
The drug affects every part of their being
Sorry if I not been much help but I really feel for you
I been crying all day and night just praying my husband gets better and we get our family back together he was our rock and I want to help him
Take care xxx