OMG Pink321. I am going through the exact same thing. I just found out that my partner has been contacting escorts behind my back. I’m 6 months pregnant with our first child. I am absolutely devastated (understatement). He is a serious alcoholic, it’s to the point where it is life threatening. The revelation of me finding out has lead to him feeling a lot of shame which has resulted in the biggest bender you can imagine and he has now lost his job. In the space of two week my entire world has collapsed. After all this I have the added stress that he may now commit suicide because I have left him. I love him so much. All I want is sober him. But I feel like I have lost him completely. I can’t fathom being a single Mum without him but I feel that me and the baby will be in danger if I keep him in my life. URGH! I really feel your pain. Hate that someone else might be going through this too.
