Do not feel ashamed, easy to say but shame will eat away your “health”. You’re fighting the addiction and obviously it will drain you emotionally and physically. It’s in the nature that addicts lie.
If you ask no questions, you’ll hear no lies.
If you stop yourself from fighting the addiction for your son, leave that to him, and start fighting to regain some sort of serenity in you day or hour not thinking of his addiction, you’ll begin to recharge.
Let go.. let God slogan for me meant,,,,, god help me,,, god help my son/daughter.
It’s not easy seeing son or daughters suffer but all us parents begin neglecting our own health.. overcome your shame talk to other mothers and you’ll be shocked at how many there are around you and a burden lifts off your shoulders and a weird sense of clarity begins.
Sending a hug ???? as one parent to another..