Hi Navy thank you for sharing your story.
If you click above ‘ share your story ‘ then scroll to Change is possible- an addicts story by Kulstar.
I have also been where you are with my son, alcohol and cocaine addictions. It’s a living nightmare.
Thankfully he is 15mths clean atm, through seeking help from CA and AA groups, going to regular meetings, working with a sponsor through the 12 step program.
It’s been tough for him, every day is a battle, but he’s done so well and helping others now.
He has to be prepared to make the change, avoid triggers, friends who use etc, delete scumbag dealers numbers.
Stay strong, have faith- change is possible as Kulstar says.
Look after yourself in the meantime.
Lx ❤️