Navy
YOU HAVE NOTHING TO APOLOGISE FOR AND YOU’VE DONE NOTHING WRONG!
The Manchild that is your hubby needs to man up and grow a pair. He can’t accept any responsibility and he’s dragging you down.
Before you support him he needs to support himself. You can’t help someone that doesn’t want to be helped.
He’s blaming you as endorsement of continued use of drugs. I kidded myself that my life was so miserable that I needed to keep using. That was utter tripe, my life and all those in it were beautiful but it was I who chose to deliberately and intentionally deluded myself to continue abusing cocaine.
I wish I could grab you and give you a great big hug, in the same vein I wish I could reach out to your hubby and deliver some cold hearted facts. He won’t register them at this stage though because nothing is his fault.
Don’t sob Navy, if anything save yourself first. Whatever that looks like I don’t know but your man has to suffer the consequences of making you feel like this.