Hi Kulstar,
Thank you so much for replying and for being so honest.
I will definitely read through your other posts to get a bit more insight.
We haven’t spoken for the last two days and it is so hard… it is just the worry of where he is and if he is alive, arrested etc.
It is also going to be our two year anniversary on Monday 19 September so I will find it very difficult to not reach out to him then!
You must be so proud of yourself for turning things around and living the life you truly deserve… congratulations!