My partner hasn’t used since 5th September but only because we’ve pretty much been arguing since then!
He basically insists he’s done nothing wrong (and if he has its only to himself) despite him doing it in the house for 9 months now when I have repeatedly asked/begged him not to and my 15 year old son lives here.
He said he’s exhausted with my obsession about it!
He’s in the spare room atm, still working very hard but other than that he contributes nothing really to my quality of life.
I still care about him but certainly not like I did. I worshipped him at one point.
He blames me for getting angry and upset and uses excuses etc.
Just not sure there is any way back for us as he doesn’t care about my feelings (not specific to this situation but he’s like this in general). Says my standards are to high and the perfect person doesn’t exist.
No idea if we have a future anymore.
Like you say its a trust issue and I’m not relaxed with him anymore like I used to be.