Thank you, I appreciate that.
When I say he gets angry and moody I never feel scared or intimidated. We’ve always been very equal in terms of arguing and decision making etc. It just feels like he is losing his temper and over reacting at the slightest thing. He is also picking up on the slightest thing I do wrong and trying to make me feel really bad about it. I know he just wants to make himself feel better that he’s not always the bad guy and I also have faults but that’s also really draining. As much as I know that’s what he’s doing it and I understand why, it can still hurt.
He is taking it every day now and has been doing for at least 6 months. Do you think it is possible to quit without regular help? He has seen a drug counseller but I don’t think he told them the truth so he was just sent away with some leaflets.
The hardest part is not being able to talk to him about it. If I mention it he says I’m making it worse and just to trust him but how can I when he’s lied so much?