Hello Charm,
I am a family member and if I was you.., I would access all the support “you can get”.
Write down or record your reasons for wanting to stop.
Think, dream, smell and envision you NEW life,
Make the reasons and your NEW life vision as BIG in your mind, surroudngs and life as you possibly can make it. Dream BIG.
Change starts with a thought.
Change your thoughts, change your life.
And then Take one minute/hour/day at a time.
You are ssssooo worth it.!
Reach out and keep reaching out!.
There arę people who have walked your path and will support you on your journey.
Recovery is possible
“Im rooting for you” Charm.