Hi Kulstar
Thank you so much for replying to me, and being open.
I’m breaking my heart reading this. I knew it wasn’t right. It was different.
Yes he was going for ages but couldn’t finish, I had to end it as I couldn’t keep going I said sorry Why or why does he do this.
I’ve built up my Hope just to be knocked back down
I know I have to stop protecting him and be honest with him. I’m not enjoying our relationship anymore. I’m on edge, This is hurting me so much,
I need to talk to him this weekend. If he doesn’t open up to me then it’s time to leave and tell him until he takes responsibility for himself then I have to go.
I’m realising that this is not my problem, I’ve had my fair share of heartache and stress and have never turned to drugs. I know this is an addiction but I can’t cope anymore.
Thank you, take care and I’m so proud of you and I don’t even know you. Your an inspiration to me of how you overcome this and your wife being there. Keep up the good work.
Navy xx