Aaww bless you, I was hoping I wasn’t right for your sake.
Don’t be down, it’s not your fault, as sad as it is, protect yourself regarding your mental well-being.
I’m not sure of your personal circumstances regarding children however to seek clarity, what would you advise your own daughter to do if she was in your shoes?
I thank you for your kind words but honestly this is all about helping you and others ????????