Good afternoon Gardenfence
Once again thank you for responding.
I hope you are well. How are you doing today?
I have just got back home from walking the dog after spending most of the day invoicing and submitting quotes. Yawn.
It is a great way to switch off. I love being outside, more than I have ever before in my life. It clears my mind and diverts me from the now.
Things are calm at home at the moment and My Wife improves daily. Although she does spend a lot of time with the new friends she made whilst she was away from us.
I don’t really understand the attraction to them and have not attempted to stop her as I don’t want to upset the cart.
Although only this morning she said that she was going to start pulling away from them. Which was music to my ears.
I did say that that it was her decision to make and I didn’t want her to resent me later for doing it. We will have to see how that pans out.
The good news is that she is still attending CA, although last nights session resulted in a negative one. We talked when she came home about it and I reassured her that not every session would be a positive one and that even know she felt negative there were probably some positive things that came from it. Although she probably didn’t see it at the time. Her head was down when she came home but was back up before I went up to bed.
She continues to stay part of a small group of women that are all supporting each other and I am always encouraging her to be there for each other. It’s amazing to see how enthusiastic she is. There is Such a difference in her and a positive one at that.
She cooked us all a roast dinner for the first time in over 6 months last night before going to CA. I couldn’t stop looking at her the whole time. It was blissful. And the best dinner I have had in a very long time.
The sailing club is fully booked up until end of October but I am still keen on joining as I have always loved being on the water.
I have been paddle boarding and canoeing for years with the kids which I have always felt to be extremely good for my soul and brings us all together.
I have now started reading ‘A Path through the Jungle’ and have already found it extremely helpful.
Although I do keep having to go back over a few things as I go to get a better understanding of it. At first I found it complicated but as I progress through it falls into place and I sometimes laugh because It’s all so true.
I just wish I had read it years ago.
Every days a school day for me now.
All the best.