[gemz37]

Don’t do it!! You have gone a few weeks, I’d give anything to say that these days. I’m just about managing the odd day or 2 off it.

I’m finding myself doing it now to do daily things, ie cleaning the house. Not even fun anymore. If I do t have it I’m exhausted and nothing gets done! I guess being a single mum of 2 and working/driving is becoming unbearable. Not to mention money worries, only to escape on that, which is costing me more! I attended a CA meeting the other week, I found it useful but I just don’t have the time to go.

Drinking and using is my only enjoyment (if you want to call it that) more escape from every day burdens of life!