Hi Navy
Thank you for getting back to me so quickly.
I know how you feel. I was diagnosed with anxiety years ago and this has made it so much worse. I am barely eating and waking up at 3am with my heart racing. The only thing that calms me down is reading the forums on here. It reminds me that I’m not making this all up.
I know it’s the job. If he left the job he wouldn’t need it but I just know that is never going to happen.
It hurts so much because I know we still love each other. But we don’t have a relationship anymore. He sleeps ALL the time and he’s always said it’s just because he’s tired from work but no one needs that much sleep. While he slept I’d do all the house work, food shop and sort the dog out and he would still be asleep by the time I’d finished. Either that or he’d just be lying in bed snacking. Is this a symptom of a comedown?
I’m trying my best to research but this drug just seems so strange. I always thought drugs made you so addicted you had to take it everyday but this isn’t like that..
I’m currently lying in bed summoning up the courage to bring the topic up again. He’s nearly acting like himself again but I know that’s probably because he’s been WFH. The thing is we both know he can’t avoid work forever.
Sending so much love to you xxx