<p style=”text-align: right;”>Yes for a big part of it, I couldn’t let go of the lies and the betrayal and I was not only destroying myself, but her and our relationship as I didn’t believe a single word she would tell me. I still wouldn’t get the whole truth about things and the lies would still continue so even if I did forgive one thing the next one came along very quickly and it all built up and got too much. She eventually licked cocaine off a Porto loo floor and I lost a lot of love I had for her, but it is still very painful to this day as I wish things could be so different. I know I still haven’t managed to forgive as the times I’ve spoken to her, I’m filled with anger and sadness and still bring it up. I’m working with my therapist to let go of the anger and work towards forgiveness for myself. I hear you with the hardest decision ever having to make as it has also been mine, I’m re learning to trust myself again but it’s taking a long time. I would suggest talking through with someone to help you make the right decision for you. Always here to talk xx</p>
