Hi kulstar
its been awful, I know I should leave and I’m not sure why I cannot, I guess I’m so scared, I’m now in counselling which did have an impact on him and I thought that it hit home to him why I’m in therapy but it was short lived, I cleaned and the following couple of days I found the white power on the floor and units!!! I’m so sad, and angry.
I came home today and he slept and slept when he woke he said to me not to be judgemental!!! He just woke up. I was dumbfounded he had been in all f***ing day he could have least done something around the house then apparently I’m unkind!!!! I just thought to myself this isn’t right then in the next breath after a shower things were good……..I cried and then put a brace face on as was going out.
I need to get passed Christmas for family reasons then if and (I know already he still going to be using) I need to be strong and leave. This is going to break me but I have to try.
Kulstar thank you for your understanding and congratulations on approaching your 10 months. I’m so proud of you ???? as I know how hard you had to fight this but your family comes first now and your children must be so happy to have their dad and your wife to have a loving husband. I just wish and pray I can I have my husband back.
navy xx