Hi Rabbito
Everything you are saying is from the same rule book many of us have experienced…I promise you you are not alone and this is not your fault xx
I 100% echo what gimmestrength and Emma123 have said , please get out!
I was a fiery , confident fit and healthy person 11 years ago before I met my husband.
I have ended up depressed, overweight and talk with a stammer… He’s shredded my self confidence to nothing.
He has gone through MANY “fresh starts “… Will pull out all the stops to keep me sweet… Seek mental health help , recover go to self help groups, pretend he’s fine for a few months , join me at family events go on holidays…the stuff normal couples do! It makes the falls feel so much harder each time .
I’m slowly coming to realise I have to get out (not for the first time) and I’ve been advised I probably need help for myself to understand why I am co-dependent. I am going to be reaching out to domestic violance groups like women’s aid… I suggest you do the same , as they will truly understand and be able to help provide the right support we need to break free.
<p style=”text-align: left;”>I wish you all the very best , please take care of yourself and take this advice here so you don’t have to go through the same misery over the coming years…don’t waste your own life. Feel free to DM me if that’s an option on here. Xx</p>