I am in the same situation. My husband left with his kids on Christmas Day and is now at his mum’s house. I found out he had taken cocaine again on Christmas Eve – this is about the 8th time in our 2 years of marriage and each time he swore he wouldn’t touch it again and I am heartbroken that he has destroyed our life together and that cocaine is more important to him than our marriage. There is no way that he will tell his mum but his 3 kids from his first marriage all know (18 years old to 22 years old) so no doubt the rest of the family will blame everything on me. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t forgive him again as it will just continue I’m sure and none of my family or friends want me to take him back. On top of the cocaine use his personality is completely different – he’s nasty to me, belittles me and causes horrible arguments all the time blaming me for everything. I am completely destroyed because of all this and used to be a strong person and now I am just a wreck
