Hi he still hasn’t come home not that I have asked him too as I just can’t carry on like this anymore with the nastiness and constant lies and deceit. Sorry you spent New Year’s Eve alone also. What happened? Hope you are ok. He had blocked me on everything and yesterday unblocked me but I sent him a message just now but deleted it before he read it as thought better of it and so now I am blocked again on everything. I am feeling desperately sad but at least he has told all of his family now and says he is getting help and that he wants us to be together again but I think I have no option but to divorce him as all house etc are mine and the longer I stay married to him the more claim he will have. If he can get better then maybe we can start at the beginning again. Maybe a completely crazy idea as I am so fed up of being let down and have zero trust left x
