You are not alone it’s like reading your diary of what it’s like to live with addiction.my husband is a addict cocaine about 8 years now with massive fall outs verbally abusive to me in the past I’ve got through to him few times but he stops never for long.he ran up huge debts which ended up on me having to face collectors for him and once on Xmas day morning while he hid in bed claiming depression and never got up.I believed him every time and tried helping him I was self employed but he put me in so much debt by paying people and having nothing left to cover bills so I closed business and got employed work instead I haven’t given a penny since.I still can’t believe how much he has spent and he doesn’t care I’ve just reached the 6 year mark hopefully start seeing my credit file improve at last.my so called husband still using daily never in front of me though but having just got through Xmas not speaking to me or his parents I’ve had enough
he has fallen out with his parents few times they bailed him out but he lied about what it was for but he had to sign house to them.he started talking to them last week.I’ve been trying to get my own place been classed homeless at home over a year now tried private but credit file no references he knows I’m trapped and I stay quiet as been told to leave by my in laws is awful I don’t blame them but they blame me from what he says to them I’ve lived here 25 years.
his mood started last night in front of my 2 little grand children I was having overnight and he called me a ba****** twice saying when am I leaving.I told him don’t start now in front of the kids.he left it and went upstairs to get on it.
I can’t let him hide behind me anymore I need to tell his parents there is nothing of him left to me now
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