Oh my goodness I can so relate to everyone.
It is so crazy taking this stuff when the effect wares off but I get so irritable and feel so I’ll if I don’t take them. I look forward to that time every day when I take them even though I know they have little effect. Why can’t I stop taking them when they don’t actually do anything. I can take Sometimes at worst 8 in the morning. N+. And 8 at night. Always waking in the night thinking should I take a few more. ( if I do manage to sleep). I’m sure I could easily take a box a day.
Mamas everyone says, the shame of going to different chemists and checking which chemist may have seen you recently is awful. My heart goes out to anyone suffering because of this awful stuff.
My fear is I won’t be able to function without hem but my life is awful now. All I seem to do is think about how it got this bad and the fact I can’t stop.