Well I have had a shock wake up call. I met up with my husband yesterday after living apart since Christmas – we have kept in touch by text and occasional phone call. He firstly laid into me verbally accusing me of basically ruining our marriage taking little responsibility to the fact that we have split every time because of his cocaine use and awful toxic behaviour towards me for at least the last year. It all kinds of makes sense now as he has admitted he is a coke addict and that he took after Christmas but finally he is getting help by attending therapy along with going to meetings at NA. Even though deep down I knew he was taking coke a lot more than I thought, I had been in denial that he was an addict. Anyway meeting didn’t go well he called me nasty unrepeatable names, was crying, saying he was going to kill himself and has blocked me on every angle. Any advice would be gratefully received as I really don’t know what to do now as so worried about him x
