Well done on the progress you’ve already made, and I’m sorry you feel like you arent getting the support you need. I agree with the comment above, reddit it great for advise, normal forums like this don’t seem to have the numbers these days so it’s harder to speak to people, but reddit has the numbers.
It’s great you are reaching out for support and making effort to get that, I hope you find what you are looking for and wish you good health and happiness for the future. Take care x