Hello, yes he has gone 10 weeks , I knew for months something wasn’t rite, he said he didn’t know if he was happy , I respected his decision I would never be anyone’s jailer , I was absolutely devastated as we have been together nearly 20 years had a brilliant marriage (a bad 6 months) then all the cocaine abuse came to light , I was in a much denial as him until I found this sight I have evidence, & what people have told me about him there is no way he can deny it now but he does , I don’t know him anymore , I see now I am probably one of the lucky ones that he left , I think he thought I was gonny catch him, it was only a matter of time , he knows I know, I don’t contact him he can do what he wants now , the emotional abuse that was happening I thought I was doing it to myself , but I know I was craving his attention, as he emotionally starved me , we had a very close relationship, , it really is the devil food , I hope u are doing well, love yourself ????????
