I’ve completely lost my son and daughter to Ketamin I never see a time that I will get my relationship back with my son which was once amazing he was so lovely and supportive and kind and caring now he lies and steals to get money to buy his drugs or manipulates it out of me sadly I have had to block him as its too hard listening to the stories he tells me scaring me into giving him money, as for my daughter our relationship was never the greatest her teenage years I never thought I’d get through I hoped as she got older things would improve however she then found Ketamin its getting to the point now I have to walk away from both of them they wont be helped or help themselves thing is how do I consciously make them homeless? I cant but I also cant continue to live this way daily continually worrying and stressed I have constant anxiety and am now on anti depressants they are both ruining their lives and those around them I’ve screamed and shouted I’ve cried and begged I’ve ignored I’ve tried to help. It doesn’t even seem they care what they are doing to themselves there is no real want to stop and get better, my family is completely broken and so am I.
