Hi fayzey, my partner hasnt had a diagnosis yet, he has a gp appointment to have a mental health assessment in a few days. I suspect he has drug induced psychosis and a borderline personality disorder. I only see his really horrible side when he’s taken certain drugs or lots of booze. Just this evening we spent an hour frantically searching for his baggy of drugs that he misplaced earlier when he was off his head. Obviously blamed me for hiding them or flushing them – of course I wouldn’t! They turned up eventually, after lots of abuse and door slamming. Hes not like this at all when he’s not off his head. I’m really hoping having some professional support will help him be happy in himself without the drugs. It breaks my heart and he took an overdose 2 weeks ago so we’ve finally been able to get some support with the gp and local drugs services. Let’s just hope he wants to get clean and work on himself. I can’t take much more of this, I constantly feel drained, our lives have been put on hold for years (having kids, saving money for well, anything!) and until recently I haven’t told anyone what i’m going through. I feel so alone.
