Hello everyone, I’m sorry to hear everyone’s going through this is absolutely horrific. I can’t mine yesterday using, The worst part of it is he was at my grandma‘s house fixing her floor… I arrived after a long day of work turn the tell-tale sound that he’d been using was that he came over and give me a kiss that never happens. He admitted it after some heavy probing, he said his life is boring and that he can’t do anything!! So tonight my daughter had a dance show at school, we attended and went for dinner after… He orders a pint. Hasn’t drunk for nearly 90 days and I knew that this Will be the start of the spiral. He’s now stayed out and I’m alone heartbroken again knowing what is going to happen. I just feel trapped, traumatised and I don’t know what to do. I actually hate my life, I have so many good things going for me yet I can’t see any of them with him around. I’m feel worthless and like I am a constant nag. Is this really living?
