Hi bubbles
how was the appointment at the drug service. Has it helped at all.
yes you’re right the nhs is a nightmare. He got back on it the day I last messaged, for 3 days. I’m so so sick of the paranoia and false accusations, which are completely wild. He came back from the last bender apologising. Booked the nicest early birthday trip away for me which we got back from yesterday and then straight back on it and all the paranoia again and threatening to come and speak to a male work colleague who is married as this is his current paranoia in this episode.
I’m so done with this.
He admitted last week that although he wants to stop using there is also a part that is struggling to let go of the drugs which is why he’s been avoiding meetings or getting a little defensive when I mention recently, he said he’s been doing it to try to get out of going.