Reply To: Torn

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Caroline0808
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I too have a son and daughter who are both addicted to ketamin, I daily think how on earth is it possible that my only 2 children have gone down this road, my son was once so loving and caring and honest now I have had to block him as the constant harrassing and bullying me for money became too much and maxed out my credit card it was the same every time, someones after me I just need to pay them £80 I fell for it everytime because they put fear in you, something I will struggle to get over, my daughter is currently living with me and my partner shes 21 wont settle into a job spends most of her day in bed as she never sleeps properly because of the issues now with her bladder due to her ketamin use and when she gets up shortly I will again approach her about what I found in her room yesterday even though one of our rules were no drugs in the house, she hasn’t once honoured that rule it will follow the same pattern she will have rage I have been in her room and she will make it into an argument about me invading her private space, forget the fact I found 2 empty bags and one half full which I washed down the sink!  You need a holiday so go! We’ve all done as much as we can this is the path they have currently chosen and I know as much as you know that you have done all you can to help and stop this from happening it seems the more I talk to her to try to get her to see sense the worse she gets I have even tried drug testing her honestly she doesn’t care she feels entitled and that she will always have a roof over her head with me or her dad but that will soon come to an end with me as I cannot take anymore, I am on anti depressants and tablets to help me sleep this is ruining my life I am just existing waiting to see what the next sh!t storm will be, take care x

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